Author Archives: The Pleasure Proseur

Self-awareness.  A 2 year journey and climbing.  Never in this life did it ever envision it could have what it truly wants, that it could reconcile its wants and desire of vanilla and kink in unity one another, brick by brick… That is why it is so fascinated by architecture,  the beautiful buildings that envelopeContinue reading “Epiphanies”

Yesterday was its firs time legitimately.  It was v. nervous at first, it wasn’t like answering or responding ads on CL for an NSA good time, these guys were serious.  They are men of all different ages (mostly older) who are willing to pay handsomely for a  little companionship. First impressions – the hotel wasContinue reading “Creators of Opportunity”

Today it had a session with slave and realized its dominant side.  Well, it new it always existed because it often topped him in situations and thoroughly enjoyed it but the point is that it has finally realized that being a switch will be good for development of its slave self.   How does thatContinue reading “Switch Revelation”

Over the weekend it reactivated it’s Blackberry to have an additional phone for work.  In doing that it was able to read the old bbm messages that existed between it and its former Master.   A relationship, 2 years in the making officially ended in December due to the careless  words and actions of thisContinue reading “Reflecting on the Past, To Understand the Future”

As it evolves in this lifestyle, the understanding and behavior of what it truly means to be a slave to a Master become more apparent – its not based in lust, or love, rather its based trust, loyalty and the need to forfeit control to another.A slave is an an object, not a person. ItContinue reading “M/s – Understanding True P/E”

It has been awhile since the slut has masturbated and when it says awhile it means more than 4 months.  Today it celebrated a la The Upper Floor.   Fireworks!One day it would love to run a place like the Upper Floor… your kinky courtesan xx

“A man can cherish, love and protect the property the man owns. But first he must want to own it, and to do what he takes to own it he must covet and desire it.”Really understanding the meaning of what this meant took awhile to process.  Not often do opportunities come along in life whereContinue reading “A Wise Man Once Said…”