In my last Reiki session, it was revealed that I have a dominant energy but that it is difficult for me to stay grounded. I know it may seem funny but when my practitioner was measuring my throat chakra, I started to choke and her hands were not even touching me.
I thought more deeply about why that was happening and I realized that major parts of my life are shrouded in secrecy. I enjoy a career that I can’t share openly with people but if you were a fly on the wall you would be wondering why there is so much judgement and secrecy needed. This idea that sex is sex, is of course technically true but most of us are not focused on the mechanics. After all the catalyst to our sexual engine is not our genitals but our minds. The creativity, intimacy and vulnerability that tangles into the raw physicality is not something to be trifled with. In my 20+ years working, I realize that my former career paved the way for my current professional role in life.
A premise that for those moments I am only yours and we are giving each other just what we need or didn’t know we need.
I never had children but yet I am still a nurturer. I was speaking on the phone with a gentleman recently who said, “..well I am sure I am just one of many…” In my eyes, the people I choose to connect with have a special and unique quality and I enjoy that discovery and the ability to nurture that as part of what connects us.
Remember that what appears simple is often much more complex.
Music mood: Chris Isaak ” Two Hearts”