I don’t want to stay that Im taking a break from kink because that’s not completely true.  I think I am just becoming more picky about who I get kinky with. lol

First, I should probably clarify what I mean by “kinky.”  I am talking specifically about power exchange.  Fetishes like spanking, role play, etc… is just fun in my book.

I’ve reached a point in my life where being dominated takes someone really special and competent.  I appreciate it when the natural skill and desire is there and the energy burns like a fire between us.  I need it badly but I will have faith and wait for it…wait for it to be right and natural.

Fetishes, of course, brings pleasure.  What I have found is that passion and fun are  what is craved not a particular fetish.  I know I am pointing out the obvious but sometimes we search and search for something thinking that there answer is bigger and more mysterious than it actually is.  We crave something different so we reach for the extreme to find it.  Often, the answer is found by looking within ourselves.

The fetishes and kink are accouterments or sometimes distractions to a connection that may be missing in our lives.

Music mood – Puccini, Madame Butterfly  ” Un bel di vedremo”

I promise you this, hold back your fears –  I with secure faith will wait for him. 

Yours  truly, 

M. Courtesan xo