Mad Men is one of my favorite shows.  Never mind, that I worked in that industry for 15 years.  I have fucked my shared of executives in their offices late at night. Papers flying,  my ass shaking as he thrust himself inside me.

I love this dark, kinky turn Mad Men is taking because that is my real life.  My ex-Master has sad those words to me … “You exist in this room for my pleasure.”  Don Draper in a Dominant Power Exchange role is so extremely authentic.  In this most recent episode he is the Dominant but we have seen his  masochistic/submissive side come out when he hired the prostitute to slap him.    I almost believe that John Hamm has BDSM tendencies in his year life.  Although the scene was brief, it was intense and as someone who lives that lifestyle, completely relatable.

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credit: Fernando Manchado Photography

 

The dark parts of the soul are beautiful too.  They deserve our time and attention, to be pampered and indulged.  

I like to say that my-ex birthed my slave being.  He brought that part of me to life and I nurture it.   The journey is mine to relish.  

That is the way life should be.

Yours truly,

your kinky courtesan xx