Catholic and Kinky

I’ve written about this before.  You may not know this about me but I went to Catholic school for 12 years ( I know you are envisioning the uniform).    In typical adolescent style I renounced my faith for much of my high school and college years.  Ironically, it was until after my divorce in 2000 that faith and religion became a cornerstone of who I am as a person.

Many people laugh at the juxtaposition of a kinky courtesan being a conservative, sexually open minded catholic.   I truly believe though that God is love and as humans it is not our job to judge others but as stewards of His earth, just to be open and love others – regardless of race, religion or disability.  As a companion, I feel that I am doing that job to my fullest potential. Ok, so maybe it is not the way God had intended lol but in those moments with a gentleman whether he be black, white, Asian, Indian, jewish, hindu, even an amputee, I am giving him my true genuine self.

I was at my family’s beach house for Mother’s Day in Brigantine. This town has a huge Irish/Italian population and is v. idyllic and upscale, considering that it is right over the bridge from crazy Atlantic City.  At church on Sunday, the message was about love and community.  This is a common message we hear often but what was uncommon was the energy in the room – it was filled with love and community.  I attend church every Sunday in NYC and I can tell you that I don’t feel that.  

It energized me to want to want to go the extra mile regardless if you are a stranger, a friend or a client.